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I was that lonely, silent, Innocent girl that everyone knows ...
my mom played a role too, my father too I guess. no had ever commented on how good do I look. I believe that my mom believes that her daughter is just an ugly girl. you will ask how do I know that? I just know it! I feel it (how do they say el qrd eb 3ain omah '3azal? mo dayman believe me). she always talks about other girls, my cousins, her friends, girls on TV but she had never ever commented on me? I used to hear girls in school talking about guys following them and commenting on how good did they look. yes I don't go out at all but no one had ever said anything about me. I thought that I am a ghost or something, a person who is igonred. Who is not known.